I abso-fucking-lutely agree with that! Like, it’s our freaking lives not other peoples. We can be whatever we wanna be. DOn’t ever let anyone get you down for that. Honestly, life is to short to give a shit about what other people do or say to you.
i fucking hate how nervous people make me like i can’t even walk down the road without feeling judged and that is just ridiculous
Last night I cried my self to sleep thinking on how awful it would be when school starts again (next Tuesday). My friends are allways making fun of me and using as a joke, and every time want to tell them how awfl my life is or how I feel they end up telling me to shut up! I’m tired of it! I’m not into being the joke of anyone! its fun if we joke around for a bit, but after a while it starts urting it starts being anoying! and yeah call me sily o dumb , just how I feel! every time I tell them it hurts or it buthers me they just make fun of me even more! and I end up being like “WHAT THA FUCK BITCH!? I’VE BEEN THROUH HELL AND BACK BUT IT SEEMS LIKE THE DEVIL AND HIS DEMONS JUST FOLLOWED ME!”
I’m giving up on my plan to be happy!
I was supposed to smile with a real smile but I couldn’t. I had to be optimistic but I couldn’t.
So today I give up ,because is easier to be sad and give a false smile than to be happy and suffering some times. I tried but I couldn’t. I’m unable to say I’m pretty, I’m unable to say I do things well , I’m unable to accept and say I deserve things and I’m unable to believe in my self!
I haven’t been eating well and not because I want to! Yesterday I was eating lunch and I had just started eating it when I instantly felt full and stopped eating. I’ve tried to eat more but when I do it I feel sick and disgusted. I end up leaving most of the food!
xoxo me ♡♥♡♥
I’ll be buying my tickets for an anime convention tomorrow!
I’m not a complete otaku but still I love anime! I have seen at least 5 since friday till today!