I’m giving up on my plan to be happy!
I was supposed to smile with a real smile but I couldn’t. I had to be optimistic but I couldn’t.
So today I give up ,because is easier to be sad and give a false smile than to be happy and suffering some times. I tried but I couldn’t. I’m unable to say I’m pretty, I’m unable to say I do things well , I’m unable to accept and say I deserve things and I’m unable to believe in my self!
I haven’t been eating well and not because I want to! Yesterday I was eating lunch and I had just started eating it when I instantly felt full and stopped eating. I’ve tried to eat more but when I do it I feel sick and disgusted. I end up leaving most of the food!
xoxo me ♡♥♡♥
I’ll be buying my tickets for an anime convention tomorrow!
I’m not a complete otaku but still I love anime! I have seen at least 5 since friday till today!
If you do not reblog this, you are in fact lying.
Hey, don’t you fucking scroll down
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